Read John 20:24-29

Then [Jesus] said to Thomas, “Put your finger here, and look at my hands. Put your hand into the wound in my side. Don’t be faithless any longer. Believe!” - John 20:27 (NLT)

There’s something about an encounter with Jesus that changes everything. If you’re feeling like you need one of those encounters, put yourself in the environment where God will show up. Put yourself on your knees. Put yourself in His Word. Put yourself around other believers in prayer. And then watch and see how God shows up.